Be Still My Heart

Hey y’all!

So it’s really hitting me lately that in jus two short months neither of my boys will be “babies” anymore. I mean I’ll always consider them my babies, but they are turning into big boys a lot faster than I thought.

David turns 1 next month (June) and then the month after A.J turns 3 (July)! Where the hell did the time seriously go! Like some days it still feels like they were both just born yesterday. For now they still love giving me cuddles, David a little more since A.J seems to think he’s a grown man lately, and honestly I don’t want that to go away.

Sorry for this mushy, not very interesting post you guys. I’ve just been a little extra emotional over this the closer it gets to their birthdays and their party.

I just basically needed to get this out I guess. I don’t know, it’s probably an irrational and super crazy thought, but I’m scared of them growing up and not needing me for everything and then I’m stuck at home and have no clue what to do with my life because I’m quite happy being a stay-at-home mom and just raising kids. So once they grow up and have school, their own friends, and basically just a whole life…what am I going to be doing with my time…

So….. if anyone knows any tricks on how to keep my kids little and not let them grow up (but are still healthy, lol) let me know in the comments section below..

Or I guess y’all could just leave little tips on how to be ok with them growing up and becoming men…


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